Posted by Chloe on April 9, 2002, at 19:42:19
In reply to Re: naltrexone - what's your experience? - Emme » Bekka H., posted by Emme on April 9, 2002, at 8:43:21
Hi Emme,
I can't find the post you sent me, seems like the board is turning over faster, or I am checking it as frequently, not sure...Anyway, I am glad that you are getting a break from your emotional pain for a while. And that you don't really have any bothersome side effects except a little *fog*. At times I wonder why anyone who has depression or mood dysregulation, like ME would want to be completely intouch with their feelings. I really do at times find "life" very difficult, overwhelming and painful, and having some relief from that pain is a god send. That's why I love meds that "chill" me out, like neurontin and perhaps depakote and lithium.
Mitch marvels at how I like the "cognitive dulling" of lithium! But I never really feel impaired if I really concentrate. Though tasks, like cashing out a register might take a little bit longer. I guess I just prefer life with the "edge" taken off, or the volume turned a little lower. But, maybe I am in the manority!
I said all that to say, that if you are feeling a little numb right now, I think that it's OK. You may over time adjust to naltrexone's cognitive effects, or adjust the dose of your other meds to make your mind more clear. But maybe during this time where you have a little relief from emotional pain, you can get some perspective on your motives to cut yourself.
I hope I made myself clear...I can't seem to "settle down" since this time change. It's made me very agitated, argumentative and unable to sleep. I am not totally sure if I am making sense...I do hope so.
Pleae take care
Yours,
Chloe
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