Posted by ecuadoriang on May 2, 2002, at 11:52:27
In reply to Help - 12yr old caught cutting!, posted by cmcdougall on May 1, 2002, at 12:53:55
Ok, First of all I'll try to o my best here, since I'm not a native speaker english is hard for me. But I have to post up a message since I know I can help. Ok, here's my story, 21 years old, female, lesbian, drug addict! Yeah.. that's me... Now I'm on antidepresants. I'm using 150mg Zoloft and 1.5 Xanax.
the reasson why I really needed to post this message is because I really identified myself with this little girl.
My early memories are just like that. My first suicidal atempt was on 7th grade. I cut my upper arms too. I remember that just to feel the pain was great... I felt so much better. no one got to knew what happened, so it continued and got preatty bad like a year ago. I have had 3 really near to dead suicidal attempts but i don't even know how many times I've harmed my self to deal with what my Pdoc prescribed as Panic Attacks. I don't know if that's what this little girl is suffering from, but I really understand the urge she has to harm herself! i can tell you that in those second fractions you really want to die! And we are really convinced of that!In my case, what has helped is to admit that this is not normal, but it took me 10 years to realice that! I don't know exactly how can I help you, but if you need someone to talk to that has lived in flesh what Girly is suffering contact me! my e-mail adress is: marele_v@hotmail.com I will be more than glad helping you deal with this. I hope that what I experienced will help you to deal with this problem!
Hugs!
Ecuadoriang
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