Posted by jay on May 5, 2002, at 4:36:15
In reply to I have taken some ativan and traz so less anxious, posted by janejj on May 4, 2002, at 23:42:45
> Thankyou for caring enough to reply. I have taken a couple of ativans and some trazodone, so feeling a bit more mellow now. I just want to escape myself, I am writhing around in agony from these feelings. I'm scared and I don't see the future. I know this is all supposed to be irrational thinking, but it is so real to me. I feel like I am dying slowly. I think i will stay in bed for 5 days until i can see the doctor and get my boyfreind to pick up some more ativans, Hopefully then this will all be over. Sorry, i don't want to bring anyone else down, sorry if I've made anyone feel that way.
>
> Jane
No, you haven't brought anyone down..in fact so many (I know I can at this point in time) relate.
Give yourself space and time, and keep the ativan going to keep the anxiety at bay. I've even taken a week off work, telling them I have a horrible viral infection, but like you, I just need this time for peace, and to heal. Don't be afraid to show how bad your pain is to your doctor, as I know sometimes we just want to 'please' them. But it is your life, and your right to live a good one.Best wishes
Jay
poster:jay
thread:105113
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20020503/msgs/105122.html