Posted by Carlos on May 11, 2002, at 16:04:24
Hi. Recently the combo of meds Im on (2.5mg of Klonopin a day, 1mg in the morn, .5 in the evening, 1mg at night), (20mg of Celexa for depression, daily), (and sometimes dexedrine to "pick me up")
I've noticed my anxiety is way down, and my depression is good, yet very unstable. I can easily turn into a crying, hopless case in seconds. There are certain triggers. Like, jelousy, or feeling "Out of the loop".
An example: I bar tend, recently there's been a new bar tender added, the owner wants down his pants, and he feels I'm competition since he sort of has a crush on me. So the owner of the bar has me doing s*!t work like working the door now, cleaning - basically anything to keep me distanced from the new bar tender. I used to be his number one man, like we were good buds (the owner and I)...free drinks, allowed free parties at his expense, etc... He's been really cold with me lately and, Once I hear something like that (that I'm being tossed by the wade side because the owner is a big sex-driven perv) I go into a deep depression. Other than that I usually am in a good mood.
Could I be bi-polar??
poster:Carlos
thread:106010
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