Posted by Sarahmarie on May 27, 2002, at 0:21:04
I kept myself pretty busy this weekend and that really helped with my depression. But now today I came back from visiting a long-time friend in L.A. Her sister has either Manic-Depressive or Borderline Personality. I talked with her about her sister--and I defnitely cannot see that I fit the same picture.
Anyway, to make a long story short, I came home and immediately had to go to sleep. Some of it was just plain old tiredness -- but I skipped church and slept most of the day. I have medication for migraine headaches and I used it to help me sleep, although I haven't overdosed. It is Fiorecet with Codeine. I just want to cry and I just am having the hardest time accepting the diagnosis of a Borderline Personality Disorder. It simply depresses me even more. I was very positive and happy until today when I started to think about. I also took an extra Lorazepam to try and calm down--I am asking for HELP again. Because I don't won't to get in the cycle of taking my pain medication to numb me out totally--then I am not very productive especially at work. Comments, anyone???
SarahMarie
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