Posted by Kat26 on August 12, 2002, at 14:07:19
In reply to Mania, posted by janejj on August 12, 2002, at 13:32:49
I am not sure if this is a similar experience.
I have had times when I, well, Kind of, WANTED TO be "manic" even though never diagnosed bipolar, I guess I just needed another kick or another identity, and then I would put my walkman on and try to act the crazy person, walking around late at night, the music just making me HIGH. And I would sit on a newspaper box hoping everybody would see me and know I am being "manic", and staring up the street and everything looking just so beautiful, and the music... WOW just tiny little tones would just feel so wonderfully beautiful, or I would sit on the bus listeing to that music making up stories in my head just wanting it to keep on going...
A question for everybody, does that sound like I was just playing it?Kat26
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