Posted by utopizen on September 17, 2002, at 18:48:08
I feel like a zombie, and I have no idea why.
I take all these meds, and I end up talking like a zombie. Or in my more anxious states (ussually when I am stupid enough to convince myself to take Adderall for the day) I become an anxious zombie.
I have no variance in my voice, I talk like I'm half awake. I try really hard to help this, but it's hard to fake emotions you don't (can't) feel.
I feel a general malaise of boredom, detachment, depression-like feelings, often coupled with anxieties that are WORSE than when I started my treatment a year ago! Most of this can be blamed on Ritalin... I'm reluctant to blame Effexor for anything but feeling tired all day (I'm 3 weeks into 150 mg/day) and yet not being able to sleep until late at night.
Has anyone else been treated for anxiety, only to end up becoming more anxious from something (like Ritalin)?
I'm seeing my doctor in two weeks, and I'll ask him for some Dexedrine. You guys have been very supportive in helping me know which stims are better for anxiety... I just wish I saw my doctor sooner, so I could actually get some work done on Ritalin like I use to... I'm just too depressed on it these days to do that.
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