Posted by freedom2001 on November 5, 2002, at 6:54:06
Dear all,
I wish to share with you what the almighty had done to me today.
Morning I woke up, still with symptoms of OCD. Took 40mg prozac and 1 deanxit neuroleptic.
After noon, took another 40mg prozac and 1 xanax.
Lunch I had fish porridge and 3 bananas (to boost my serotonin and inositol).
I also took 1000 mg omega-3 fish oil in the morning and 2000 mg omega-3 fish oil in the afternoon.
Before evening came, I prayed hard to God that when I met my galfren in the evening, I would not have obsessions and compulsions.
I then entered the internet, and printed out the 4 step method - OCD. (you can go to www.google.com , type 4 step method OCD )This proved very helpful to me when evening came.
I told myself that my obsession (about is it alright to hold my girlfriend's left hand with watch on it) is A FALSE MESSAGE that is AN OBSESSION BASED ON A MEDICAL DISORDER. DON'T ATTEND TO THE FALSE MESSAGE NO MATTER HOW POWERFUL AND STRONG IT IS. IT IS A DELUSION AND COMES FROM THE MATRIX. IT IS PART OF MY ABNORMAL THINKING THAT NORMAL PEOPLE WON'T THINK.
Recognising my abnormal thought as a FALSE MESSAGE transmitting from a FAULTY BRAIN helps me to put it aside more easily.
Earlier on in the morning I had prayed sincerely, and also once in the afternoon. These are not babbling prayers. They are intense, sincere prayers.
I DISCOVERED that if I don't pray, bad events and things from the devil (most probably) will befall on me. It's true. If I pray, I'll be kept safe from Satan's reach, so to speak.
God is almighty, I believe in divine healing and miracles, do you?
Praise God, Praise Jesus! Thank you my Lord.
And thank you my dear, for being so loving and understanding.
From Alive.
poster:freedom2001
thread:126492
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