Posted by linkadge on January 15, 2003, at 9:49:40
I am starting to feel better and sort things out.
I was taking only a gram of inositol, but within a few days of taking it I noticed, a quite dramatic change in mood.Instead of seeming small, things got extremely huge. A building was very tall and very scary,
it was no longer a building but a threatening monster. I was watching a tv show and somebody's eyebrows started scaring me, I could not figure it out. - You must understand I was feeling good before taking it. - It didn't really depress me but just freaked me out. After about two days of discontinuing, I began to feel extreme guilt.
I still feel I am responsible for world poverty, I feel guilty eating when others are starving.
I don't know what to do because I am in university and can't spare much money but its like I can't get these feelings out of my head. Every time I start to feel good its like there's a flash of something that turns a good expereience into a bad one. If I laugh at a joke I feel bad because others in other parts of the world aren't having fun.It's getting better, but I have no logical way of refuting these thoughts. Do people here think that there is a eternal hell - I keep thinking I'm going there for some reason. It's like gods saying how dare you take a drug to question what I've given you.
Anyone else ever feel this way,
any suggestions?Linkadge
poster:linkadge
thread:135941
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