Posted by denise528 on January 17, 2003, at 14:35:17
In reply to Re: I think I'm a lost cause! » denise528, posted by justyourlaugh on January 15, 2003, at 13:36:56
Hi Jyl,
Thanks for the response, I was on a downward slide so had to take Zyprexa last night so am feeling slightly better although still sick of it all.
I only see my psychiatrist once every 2 months so I don't know how he can judge whether I'm better or not. The fact that I'm still getting suicidal indicates that I'm not.
I'm going to see another psychiatrist but I feel that they are only as good as the drugs they prescribe and they all have access to the same drugs. Sometimes I wonder if its worth the effort, I would probably kill myself if it weren't for the fact I think that just maybe there is a hell and I know how devastated my mum would be. She's the last person I want to hurt.
I will post on Socialbabble, when I'm feeling a bit more sociable.
I get sick of scouring the net searching for an answer, it's really soul destroying.
Denise
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