Posted by colin wallace on February 15, 2003, at 12:00:14
In reply to Severe Depression--brain feels like a vegetable, posted by cubbybear on February 15, 2003, at 6:15:07
Hi there In Bangkok..
Just wanted to say that of course, you are not alone in your experiences;I lived in Thailand too for over three years, and was grappling with a worsening and previously untreated depression .I visited a psychiatrist in Bumrungrad, (far superior to any UK hospital, not least 'cos you get to bypass GP's!)and the Thai psych.I saw (for around 700bht)was more astute, helpful and sympathetic than any I've seen since returning home.
I'm very surprised that you're unable to obtain the meds you need over there of all places)I take it you've asked at Bumrungrad?)but what I would say to you is that you sound as though you really need a break from Bangkok, great place to live though it may be.Do you have any relatives you could stay with for a short time at home while you sort out your meds?If not,I would hop on a flight to Samui when you return, and recuperate somewhere like Chaweng beach for a while- that really worked wonders for me at the time.BKK is way too claustrophobic when you're feeling that ill.
I know exactly what you're going through, because I've been there too(literally)- but I've managed to pull myself out of it with the right meds(and support), and I'm positive that you will get well too.And while you recuperate, place yourself in an environment conducive to recovery, wherever that may be, and whoever it may be with.Take time out.Get well and good luck,
Colin.
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