Posted by ladylight57 on April 21, 2003, at 11:33:07
Every day gets a little bit harder, and yet I can't seem to decide what terrible side effects I am willing to live with this time around.
I've been off of all medication for 5 weeks now and my life is just one big emotional roller coaster ride. It's hell and unpleasant and on any given day I go back and forth s hundred times trying to decide whether to go back on an Anti-Depressent or whether to stay off.
It seems like a lose/lose situation for me. I am totally discouraged and am having trouble acceptting the fact that I will need to live a life either coping with some kind of medicinal side effects or one lived in the dark nether world of depression. What is the point?
Beth
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