Posted by Blackrain on April 25, 2003, at 8:48:32
My situation is very awful.
During the past two years i began to loose the capacity to feel emotions and feeelings.
I was on every AD (perhaps 30 different SSRI and Tca) but they put me in a zombi state so i felt worse. They don't help me at all.
Now i have loose the contact from the reality.
I do not feel anything:...no more happyness and no more fear, no excitation no relax, no hungry no interest...nothing seems to tuch me.
I've no interest in sex at all, in uman feelings, in social contacs...
I think that to live in this way is without sense, cause everyday seems vain, useless, bore and everytime alwais the same.
There's no way out of here, but sometimes i think that this torture will stop, in a way.....or in another way.
I've thought to use illegal drugs for feel only few moments still alive....but i don't know how find out them and i think these will put me finally in a worst situation.
There is a hope for me?
Tanx to all that will help me.
Brain
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thread:222258
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