Posted by KellyT on May 12, 2003, at 22:28:09
In reply to Re: Welbutrin and Paxil Mix?, posted by waterlily on May 12, 2003, at 20:03:03
Thank you so much for answering. I have been on just about every SSI that you can name, in just one year. Nurotin,effexor,paxil,zyprexa,lithium,tegratol,
Lamictal,prosac,depakote,wellbutrin, and I am probably forgetting some, but it seems like the Wellbutrin keeps me from crashing into depression. And with 4 boys to take care of I just cant go back to a hospital. Its just that the anxiety is horrible and I take it out on my kids. I have decided not to spank EVER because I just cant handle the anxiety. I let daddy do it when he gets home. My head spins (racing thoughts) constantly and I can only stop it by taking a benzo. I have tried every benzo there is, Adivant really does nothing, but then again I am only taking 2mgs a day. Xanax makes me crazy. Kolanapin makes me forget things, sometimes like whole days. That makes me feel so guilty because I wonder how my boys are going to grow up. What am I doing to them??? Valium really helps me the most, but I just cant handle having them in my possession and not abusing them. My husband does not understand any of this,I try to get him to read up on my condition (whatever it is) and this year has been absolute hell. The pills that help me the most are the ones I abuse, and I feel like I am spiraling. What can I do? And to top it all off, my insurance wont cover my phsyciatrist because it is a pre existing condition. Wonder what that 450 dollars a month is for!!!???
Again, thank you so much for answering my post, and sorry for the Novel.
poster:KellyT
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