Posted by KellyT on July 23, 2003, at 9:05:34
In reply to Kelly, where are yooouuuuu.... (nm), posted by whiterabbit on July 18, 2003, at 20:33:26
I am still here. Thank you all so much for your concern. I have still not gone crazy enough to hurt myself again or do something really stupid, but I still fight with the drugs every single stupid frigin day. I am back on the Nerontin and Xanax and havent been able to get my refils for my Welbutrin yet but have not had any major side effects, like when I went off 200mgs of zoloft a day cold turkey...whooooo what a ride to hell that was! But things are ok I guess. No hospitals yet, no further breakdowns yet... I just wish so much that I didnt have to have drugs in my life at all! I am an addict, there is no question about that and I will abuse anything I can get my hands on if I think it will make me feel good. Thats just the way it goes with me and I hate it.. and the irony of the whole thing is that these drugs I am taking,... in a way.... are "supposed to make me feel good" (just not as good and as quickly as I would like them to) Thank you so much for your follow ups. You guys are the best. It feels good out there to have a friend that understands.
poster:KellyT
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