Posted by crazychickuk on August 5, 2003, at 15:10:14
UPDATE: i started reboxatine.... made me way to high... all these flashbacks of being on extasy came flooding back as i was high.. and paranoia then kicked in that someone had spiked me.. even though they didnt.... doctor gave me remeron 15mg to take 3 weeks ago, ive been taking it BUT feel no better 3 weeks later.. i am suffering with paranoia, brain fog and depression o and lets not foget the panick that goes with it.. i am at my witts end.. tryed every ssri' snri makes me to manic and remeron puts me to sleep etc.. but ant helping me no other way.. what am i? plse plse i am lost in my own little world. i am going fing crazy..
paranoid someone wants to spike me somehow.
brain fog to the point i dont recognize myself and my head feels weird talking,
depression to the point i am crying and thinking how shall i kill myself,
anxiety to the point of depression,
panicking over littlest things,
obsessing, have to empty the kettle all the time, wont drink in other peoples houses, wont leave my drink unatented even when no one is about in my own home,
get to high and can not slow down, then paranoia kicks in, my bottom lip even trembles.... ahhhhhhhhhh i am sick of this.. what have i got?
poster:crazychickuk
thread:248308
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