Posted by fanni on October 21, 2003, at 16:01:34
i dunno if anyone else has had this experience,or its just the general state of my brain or what...but i feel almost mad with depression,like crazy thoughts,hard to explain,i cant get out of bed im so depressed and i havent been that bad in years,always been able to fight it.but now i get so frusrated my thoughts go beyond just cutting myself,to this horrible darkness saying,just do it,kill yourself,its so easy.but so defeatist. ive been on prozac for maybe 3months now,i stopped taking them last week,fearing they may be causing some sorta paradoxical or toxic reaction,and i felt a bit more 'normal',but im getting these crazy surges,like i say,i cant explain,i feel like im going out of my head,and i would really appreciate it if anyone else with similar experiences could help me.
im thinking of trying that cymbalta stuff,is that out in europe?
poster:fanni
thread:271564
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