Posted by courtney Simon on November 2, 2003, at 15:30:25
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel tired, depressed, paranoid, and angry and completely out of control. And all I can tell my loved ones is "I have PMS". It’s not validating. I am getting a Ph.D. Yet this monster controls my learning and me. I want out. I want it to end. What are my options? I could go to the gynecologist where they will open me up tickle my cervix and I will leave feeling all the more violated. And after I go through that humiliating exam what will the experts do? Give me a hormone replacement and send me on my why? Is that what it is a laps in hormones that is causing all this absurdity? Wow women must be filled with powerful toxins to cause this when there is a deficit. Am I just supposed to embrace the symptoms as part of my womanhood? I am afraid to take the first step yet I want so much to be free. I cant live my life waiting for my period to arrive.
Courtney
poster:courtney Simon
thread:275828
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