Posted by shadows721 on November 23, 2003, at 15:12:36
In reply to Banning myself, posted by LostboyinNC34 on November 23, 2003, at 9:10:29
I know when I was very depressed. I tended to misdirect my anger at people. I thought everyone had to agree with me. I became very intolerant of even the simpliest of things. I also would get angry with people that reminded me of my condition. I wanted to just get on with it so to speak. So, now, that I am in a better place due to medication. I can see the reason behind peoples actions. For example, your banning yourself sounds like an isolation. It sound like you are still in a bad place with yourself and in a lot of pain. You need support too. So, I am not offended by your post. I see it as someone who is still suffering and wants there problem just fixed. I hope you realize that the problem is not others, but coming from the core of your own pains. When we lash out our anger on others, it produces more anger. That means we suffer more pain and never see where the problem is really coming from within.
I send you healing thoughts. I hope you will come back and join us again when you are in a better space. You have a lot to share that is important.
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