Posted by crazychickuk on January 4, 2004, at 16:16:42
I am in desperate need of some help plse, i am in the uk.
I am currently on 30 mg remeron, been on it for 8 mnths from 15mg to 30mg.. that the only med i am currently on, ( no other med i have got on with all raised my bp to high) for my so called anxiey,panick attacks, and social phobia and now recently bad awfull negative evil thoughts of harming others, depression to the point where i could kill myself, moods to the point where i got no emotion whats so ever, i am doing horrible things, and i could seriousley kill some one !!!!!
My docotr re refered me bk to a phsyciatrist 7 mnths ago, i waited and waited then rang them to see what was happening and was told that she wasnt gonna see me again as she tryed me on ssris and they didnt work, and there was nothing more she could do for me, i went bk to docs he refered me bk again, waited and waited stil nothing, rang them again same excuse, i then wrote a depressing letter to the nhs to complain and to say what i am saying here,,, then within 2 days 2 nurses came to see me, but with me being me i couldnt tell the truth i couldnt sit there and cry, i just froze, they said they will get me to see the phsyc but 3 mnths on still nothing!!
My doctor wont give me nothing else due to the fact i am on remeron !!! FOR F**** SAKE !!!! what am i to do..? i am so afraid for the safety of my poor inicent daughter and for myself.. i am freaking out.. i am so moody, no emotions, so depressed, and it feels as if my mind is gonna take over and i WILL do something... i have told my mum, all i get is dont be so silly !!!! plse plse help me...
poster:crazychickuk
thread:296418
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