Posted by Yogi on January 19, 2004, at 13:55:32
In reply to Re: Just a (probably) crazy thought..., posted by Nanter1 on January 16, 2004, at 13:06:08
Wow, that was a lot to think about. Thanks so much for the follow up Luke. I really feel that you may've hit the nail on the head with your explanation of OCD being worse than ever after stopping medication. I'm pretty much a mess right now. I have a doctor appointment tomorrow. I'm going to a GP that used to be a pharmacist in hopes that he'll know his medications well and possibly be able to help me. I rarely try something new. However, as usual when I do try something to get help, I'm really hoping for a miracle but on the other hand, I feel I'll leave the doctor's office in tears. I'm usually pretty desperate when I try to get help as I am now. So many times, I've had hope only to be disappointed. I think in the back of my mind, I realize I'm stuck with OCD forever and I know I'll never be normal.
As for my OCD and CBT. I know that I could be incorrect, however, I feel that no amount of therapy could "fix" the thought process and the problems that I have with OCD. I want to be rid of OCD in the absolute worst way. I just can't comprehend CBT doing it for me. I truly believe that OCD is something chemical and or hormonal. My OCD consists of decision making of just about any sort. One of my most noticeable symptoms is that I have a real problem with throwing things away. I also have trouble doing any normal household tasks as the OCD just won't let me stop checking or second guessing myself. It's horrible. There's much more to my OCD. I just tried to touch on it here and keep it simple.
Luke, thanks again for your follow up. You really seem to be very wise. You're really good with words. Your last sentence was nice. I felt the hope. I'm glad to see that you are so strong and positive. I wish you the best.
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