Posted by worrier on January 20, 2004, at 21:04:47
In reply to good week last week, how come i am now suicidal?, posted by crazychickuk on January 20, 2004, at 3:41:17
> I had a really good week last week, over the past few days i been moody and shouting at my little girl, now today i dropped her of at school then went down town to meet my mum, i came over all panicky, and had to leave her in the cafe, i just felt like i couldnt breath proply, and then on the way home, i just burst into tears and saying to myself, "do it do it, i cant handle this no more", i really dont know what to do, i am so depressed, and panicky.. am i alone?
> plse reply
> thankyou
> Donna> Don't know if I can offer much help, but I sure am a member of your club. Except I seem to pay for 1 good day with several bad ones. I've tried so many meds I feel like a lab rat. Benzos are the only thing that helps the agitation/anxiety which is often so overwhelming I can't get myself to work or get there, freak out and have to race home. (Thank god I have an understanding,patient boss). All I can really say is keep knocking on doors until you find someone/something that can help. I spent all day at work today saying "I have to go home or I'll lose it" then 10 minutes later I'd say " No I can handle it, I'll stay" . With the help of some extra xanax I made it through a 12 hour work day. Small victory, but better than last week when I had to leave 3 days. Just don't ever give up hope...you have to have something to hang on to. The answer is out there somewhere. Best of luck to you, I know just how you feel. Worrier.
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