Posted by TexasChic on March 12, 2004, at 13:54:00
In reply to Lexapro/Wellbutrin combo, not working, posted by TexasChic on March 9, 2004, at 13:49:30
Well, I've been on the higher dose of Wellbutrin for a week (300mg) and I feel worse than ever. I can't seem to stop crying! It also seems like my life is just crashing in on me. Everything is going wrong! My closest friend got a boyfriend and now its been 4 months since I've seen or heard from her. I wrote her an email to tell her she obviously has no need for me or our friendship anymore, and she wrote back that she's just so busy and that she has felt responsible for everyone else's happiness for so long that now its her turn. Then she said I was too dependent on our friendship and should make new friends. I wrote back to tell her I didn't mean to be such a burden on her and that she obviously didn't feel the same about our friendship as I did, so I'm just going to move on. And now I'm just heartbroken. On top of that I'm in a terrible living situation, I'm broke and about to file bankruptcy, and I went to the dentist yesterday and he told me I needed $6000 of work done and its all urgent. So, if anyone is still reading, I don't know how to judge how my meds are working when everything is going so wrong. I also don't know if I'm making everything worse because my meds aren't working. I am just so depressed I wish my life was over already. Why is life so hard? The only thing keeping me here is my little nephew who I love and who needs me. I'm sorry this is so long.
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