Posted by Possibility on June 1, 2004, at 17:02:46
In reply to Starting Effexor for the first time, posted by AJ_82 on May 28, 2004, at 11:38:58
You're message sounds exactly like me. I also found this site when researching on Effexor XR. I was also diagnosed with depression and GAD/Panic. I was diagnosed after several suicide attempts almost 2 years ago. At first I denied drug treatment. I am very stubborn and wanted to help myself, through meditation or reading positive self-help books. It worked I guess for a while. Im pretty good at hiding my problems. That was the thing, I wasnt dealing with anything. I was in University so if I was having a "bad day", I simply just stayed home. Now that Im am recently graduating, I have to start working and being able to function like an adult in this fast-paced world. I have recently gone on Effexor XR (just 5 days now). Im not sure its working yet. I want to wait and see. My panic/anxiety is less but i just sort of feel mellow and like not doing too much. Anyway, what I wanted to say to you is that you are definately not alone. And as I say that to you, I am reminded that I also feel alone in this struggle to feel "normal". But reading your message and seeing that it is similar to mine, I am reminded that there are others who struggle with this type of illness. My parents also think that I shouldnt be on anything. They think Im giving up. I dont have much support at home but I do know that I am not giving up. I am working towards the goal of feeling better. Whatever treatment you choose, know that it is your decision and that it will take a while before you can learn to cope with these types of problems.
Good Luck.
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