Posted by gingee on June 9, 2004, at 10:25:27
I am 44, female. I have had depression and anxiety for over three years now. I might have had it most of my life but I have the symptoms now. I've been just about all the SSRI's. I had 9 shock treatments( which didn't work) I had a vagul nerve stimulator placed in me for my seizure disorder, however, it malfunctioned and had it removed. So with a seizure disorder makes treating my a bit diffucult. Everyday is a struggle. I put on a fake front, smile- laugh, when I am dying inside. I see a councelor, it really doennt help. But I go to vent, at least they will hear my problems. I walk alot, trying to increase endorphines. Nothing has helped. I am currently on zoloph 100 mg. and Lamictal 600mg day. I take benzo's for anxiety, it doesnt work. THe anxiety, stomach upset, nausea are there constantly. My dr. doesn't know what to do either. I need help and support. Please respond I feel so alone.
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