Posted by Impermanence on June 12, 2004, at 21:20:23
10mg for five weeks then to 15mg, now seven weeks and I'm supposed to go to 20mg on wednesday, Hmmmmm. I'm so nervous all the time I can't even leave my room. I'm a mess, I feel so tired and worthless. All I seem able to do by myself is shower and brush my teeth, I havent shaved in a week. I feel irritated all the time, stressed out, angry, tired, fed up, fatigued, pulled apart. I get so touchy (angry) with anybody who talkes to me. I feel ill. My head feels so pressurized and my stomach feels like I've been taking speed all day. I never signed up for this hell. By what my pdoc and you people have said I should be feeling better by now, not "ten times worse". I want to cry, this is such a horrible drug, I'm just living in the hope that the s**t times will become feeling half way "normal". I've never felt like this on Effexor or Zispin. My shoulders feel like when they do when I have the flu. This can't be right.. I could understand this much suffering and anxiety when comming off the drug, not coming on... This is poison.
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