Posted by Sebastian on August 5, 2004, at 19:47:59
In reply to Re: I've lost my mind!, posted by woolav on August 5, 2004, at 12:43:34
I let the flood gates out. Told every thing I thought of that was weird over the last 9 years. I was looking for advice answers, any thing. Not more meds. Which is what I got: first how about more zyprexa, more zyprexa once in a while, then low dose depakote, then I ended up with a free sample of Lamictral to take home. Said I would think about it. So no I'm not going to take Lamictal, looks horible. Phoned him up and said I would try taking more zyprexa. So now I guess I'll be taking more zyprexa. Anyways, what I said was, I wanted revenge and dreamed of taking a machine gun downtown and open fire, in the place where all the people were blaming me and beating on me, the place where all my illness started. Told him every thing, like, I wanted to do something to help me get over all this, a resolution, revenge, message any thing. All I got was take more meds. Aparently anger, is a mental illness that can be over come with massive quantities of psychotropic meds. Any ways I was not impressed, thought this was supposed to be talk therapy aswell as pill. That is what I paid for. I even told him he wouldn't understand if I told him, I was right. Anyways now he realy understands me as if he cares.
Thanks and don't think I am crazy enough to do anything stupid, what can I say I'm human. Can't help with how my mind copes with real life.
Stupid head
poster:Sebastian
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