Posted by Basia on August 23, 2004, at 10:49:19
I feel so awful, I have been so depressed and getting worse and worse these past few weeks. I tried to switch to Abilify from Sulpiride and it was horrible - started getting really scarey hallucinations, insomnia and anxiety. I am back on my original dose of Sulpiride and have been for a week and a half and I feel so low, I am crying, felt such pain at work and feel as if I am really going mad again.
The 200mg of Lamictal really doesn't seem to be helping me or working anymore and it really saved my life from February onwards and enabled me to do a Masters.
Now I just feel it's all over. I am meant to go to a new country in Africa from the UK, in a month, and God knows how I'll cope.
It always comes back to this low or some hellish psychosis.
I feel so alone, i jsut cannot go on, i am so scared of more of this pain. I wish i had the courage to just kill myself as this merry go round of medication and pain has been going on for years, with some months brief respite.
I just hope it is a readjustment to the old medication and not a many months long hideous depression.
Please help.
Lyn
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