Posted by noelle on August 25, 2004, at 12:05:37
In reply to Re: Please read: could I have drained all dopamine, posted by zeugma on August 25, 2004, at 7:16:48
I have always had aspects of ADD, the disorganization, inability to concentrate and complete things. I also have had depression, very reactive, I took the mmpi test and it showed black hole depression and high levels of axiety. I loved Adderall the moment I took it and didn't abuse it at first but then I started taking it and staying up all night but it was the first time in my life where I felt happy and motivated. I tend to be very apathetic. Then one day it just stopped working, I felt nothing like something had been turned off in my brain. I went on AD, neurontin, and started to try mood stabilizers and every time I try to start Adderall, it works for mabye a day and then nothing. I am very effected by substances, now. I become very depressd when I drink, I fall asleep when I drink coffee. Lately I have weakness all the time. I'm scared and very frustrated.
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