Posted by mattw84 on September 3, 2004, at 10:43:01
In reply to Re: Job and what next?!?!?!, posted by Charm on September 3, 2004, at 9:23:34
I wish it were so easy now, but now I know she gonna be seriously pissed that I have left her hanging for so long. Maybe some flowers delivered first or something :).
I think I will call the pdoc today, even though I have an appt next week; just hate hasslin people, but at $250 to say hi to me I suppose a phone call isn't gonna hurt...
I don't really experience any of the symptoms you describe. I don't think I suffer from panic attacks, more just extremely nervous in any type of social situation. The jitters, my voice gets really weak, I feel like if I wasn't already the center of attention I must be now just for being so freakin awkward. Seems like people must wonder what's wrong with me. I don't even have to be talking with anyone to feel like this! Felt just like this at DMV waiting for my turn, and I ended up leaving before my number came up!!!
I may discuss changing meds, but I just changed from zoloft to wellbutrin about a month ago so I may not have givin the wb a fair chance. I think sometimes she doesn't believe me about the whole social thing, mostly cuz when I am there I am cool as can be. Only because I know she isn't wondering what is wrong with me... she already knows... I can't see asking for benzos, those are no joke drugs, I'd rather exhaust any other alternatives before having to be doped up just to go out. Don't know what that would be?
Thanks for the input C.Matt
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