Posted by alesta on September 14, 2004, at 21:01:41
In reply to Re: feels like nothing means anything... » alesta, posted by 4WD on September 13, 2004, at 21:53:24
hi, marsha:),
you are so sweet, and a good friend to me on pb.:)yes, i agree, i was thinking that, too, about the depression, after i wrote that post..you're absolutely right. the depression is not as bad as it was that day..the antidepressant is kicking in more now (i upped my dosage, too). i tend to start looking for external gratification when i'm depressed as a last resort..and it never satisfies...plus i'm not eating much at all and that can't be helping..there's so much going on right now..i just broke up with my bf after a particularly cruel streak on his part. and i spent hours comforting him previous to that..not that he has ever cared when i'm upset. he is threatening violence and i have just got to get out..but i have no plan whatsoever and no means to leave..i have to find another job that won't involve contact with him..a daunting task..i hope those prayers come in handy, or i am really SOL. this could be the beginning or the end for me. life feels really impossible right now.thank you for your prayers and for thinking of me.
Love,:)
Amy
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