Posted by merry on October 25, 2004, at 10:50:09
In reply to Feel terrible, I really screwed up, posted by TheOutsider on October 25, 2004, at 6:18:31
> I'm sorry this probably belongs on the social board but I'm more familiar with this one, and I feel so low I'm desperate for any support right now.
> (warning its quite long)
> I had the worst weekend of my life.
>
> It started on Saturday evening when I had an argument with a friend over some money she owed me. That in itself was quite distressing.
> I don't like talking on the phone, especially arguing so I took some GHB to calm me down.
> I stupidly took to much and ended up passing out.
> This wouldn't have mattered so much if I'd been on my own, but unfortunatly my parents were with me. They completely freaked out and conviscated all my 'drugs', unfortunatly these weren't drugs I was using recreationaly (I don't use any drug for its own sake) they were infact all the meds I have been prescribed over the years.
> So now I don't have my meds, which is really my own fault I suppose.
>
> I argued with my parents and tried to explain that I don't take GHB just to spite them, but because I have Social anxiety. The Irony is that I want to give up anyway and was about to run out!
> My pairents don't believe that I really need to be medicated, they disaproove of my internet use and think that if I just buckled down and ignored my problems, they would go away.
> I feel very uncomfortable living with my parents but can't really do anything else at the moment.
> My Pdoc is unhelpful and won't listen to me.
> I don't have much money and don't know what to do.
>
> For the first time I'm really thinking about killing myself, it seems like it might be the best solution!
> Dont think I will though
> Thanks to everyone who had the patients to read this.From time to time we all screw up. Don't beat yourself up for this. Just wait until you are feeling better and then try to talk to your parents about what you are feeling and maybe they will understand. Maybe you can compromise with them and they keep some of the meds that you really don't need at this time and give you back the ones that your pdoc has you on currently. Don't give up!!! We are here to listen.
merry
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