Posted by Sebastian on October 25, 2004, at 19:32:36
My brain thinks one thing, people tell me to do another. I know it is for my better. But I feel kind of ocward. I take all these drugs to make me happy, and they work, but there is not substance behind it.
I was used repedily during life, I hate it and want vengance. But I can't have it because it would inflict pain on someone else. So I just feel awful.
Taking all this medicine keeps it off my mind as much.
Don't realy know what the point is here.
I'm in pain. And thats all there is to it.
poster:Sebastian
thread:407183
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