Posted by Eljakeo25 on October 31, 2004, at 16:58:55
After having that intermittent explosive episode and the consequenced resulting from it (and very understanding police who actually trusted me and did not have to commit me), I ran out of Adderall and Provigil. I was back to my amotivation and lack of concentration. I was lazy and just wanted to be in bed, but even that was uncomfortable as I was so restless. (I had an awesome vivid dream though, it seems like when I feel down, I have awesome dreams, and when I feel better, I have negative dreams) Anyways, I am back on campus, and was finally able to get my refill of $$$Provigil$$$ from the pharmacy. I ran out of adderall as again I was needing more and more of it throughout the day to get it's effect, it's amphetamine...duh...But I was again very unmotivated to study on campus and I took 600 mg of Provigil and not I am motivated like the adderall (otherwise I would not be writing this), I can concentrate, and no NO NO impulsivity around my peers. Mabe I should just not be on the adderall at all anymore, athough it controls some aspect of impulsivity, it can trigger angerness in higher doses. So lets see how well I do with out it, as long as there is another medication effective to take it's place. Thanks for bearing with me everyone. I did have a very good 2 weeks before the 10 minute rage, and then very good again..
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