Posted by linkadge on December 13, 2004, at 19:27:51
Does anyone get that feeling that they don't exist. I feel as if I am a marionett and that these meds are just pulling strings and moving me around. I have no sence of self. It's the worst feeling ever. It is so scarry too. It's kind of like every day somebody dims the light a little more, Its done so subtley that you don't notice it. But you wake up one day and you're gone.
For me, it's not about being sad, or anxious, or angry, or irritable, it's about my lifeforce slowly slipping away from me.
Please say you know what I mean.
Linkadge
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