Posted by katia on December 14, 2004, at 2:43:39
In reply to Re: St. John's » katia, posted by barbaracat on December 13, 2004, at 18:24:32
> Hi Sweetie!
> It's HBC Protocols. www.hbcprotocols.com. And here's the direct link to the St. John's page:
> http://www.hbcprotocols.com/products-HV280.html The website has some good articles in general if you search the box in the upper right.
Hey you!
** If you get a light box, make sure you get a good one. Apollolight.com is VERY good. I got Apollo IV. I recommend this company.
> I'm doing OK. Just OK, but it's manageable. As long as it's not mixed states, I can live with just about anything.>
> I'm up to 100mg WellB and not sure it's the right med for me. Feeling kind of jaggy which is too bad because I was hoping for a dopamine kind of thang. Like it would magically make me not want swampwater, but no such luck. Think I'll just go back to the SJW and lithium and deal with the lethargy some other way. A light box? Can't hurt and Costco has a cute portable little number. What was your experience on WB?** Experience on WB for me? Jaggy and crazy as you mention. Maybe reduce the amount some? As I said when I gave you WB, it didn't work for me. But neither does Lithium...
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> Haven't called Theresa yet. I need to just talk to her about it all. Right now I'm feeling like it's one more thing and someone else to be accountable to, which is good, but in my present crappy state of mind I tend to dig in my heels and rebel against anyone 'telling me what to do'. That's been a theme coming up for me lately. I need to talk this over with her since I have no experience with a coach and my concern is that it's a results oriented nice nag, but still a nag. Dumb?** No, not dumb at all....you don't know what to expect. And a coach doesn't have to be a nag, but the relationship is what you design it to be. I recommend just calling her. To me, when I feel like "support" is just one more thing to do...when I do it things sooo shift for me and I can transform out of that space.
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> Just got through last week, my Mom's 2 year memorial. Amazing how grief comes up in sooooo many different guises, in waves, like you mentioned. Oh well, we're supposed to feel sad about this stuff although it's still hard to deal with.
>** I'm feeling for you. My great uncle died yesterday of stomach cancer. I had a feeling about him two weeks ago and was going to send a card. it took me until Sat. to send it and he died on Sunday. I'm very upset over the timing. I have a picture of him on Rock's alter. I wonder if Rock met him?
> How about you? Working on getting clients or just taking a breather during Christmas? This is supposed to be such a happy season but it brings up all kinds of unmeetable expectations and forced jollyness.
**I'm trying my hardest to market myself, but I'm not getting any bites. The rest. biz is driving me crazier than bipolar!!
But we DID order a houseful of triple-paned gorgeous wonderful windows. I think I told you. Installed in February and I can't wait. Snug and tight and real good looking - some leaded and beveled glass, etc. I suspect it's going to do a major feng shue clearing beauty thing and start the process for clearing and beautifying our entire inner and outer spaces.
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**Good for you! I'll see it one day!
HAve a good xmas Barb!
Katia
> > Hi Barbara!
> > How're you? I've been trying to find a post of yours awhile back regarding St. John's Wort. I want to order some and I know you had a suggestion. What was it again?
> > Thanks-
> > Katia
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