Posted by woolav on December 22, 2004, at 17:44:57
In reply to Re: help, dont want to be here anymore........ » woolav, posted by beppe on December 22, 2004, at 5:09:53
I guess its the depression that just takes over my brain sometimes. I hate feeling the way i do and i feel like no medication will ever help me forever. I have been depressed for so many years now, (thought it was situational) but changed my life and boom its still here. I feel like normal ppl have thoughts of a future and what they want to see or do in life and most of the time i think of just "disappearing" - I used to think that God gave me my daughter so I wouldnt end up doing something bad to myself. I know i have to get through this, but it seems more frequent that I am having these thoughts...
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