Posted by linkadge on January 22, 2005, at 10:38:19
In reply to sweet link.., posted by justyourlaugh on January 22, 2005, at 0:33:29
I just hate those feelings of death, of degeneration. Fears of irriversably loosing something that I can never gain back.
I know that now, I feel much worse pysically, emotionally, spiritualy, and cognitivly than I ever did in the past.
I have taken so many medications and supplements I know that much of what I am going through is irriversable.
I keep repeating the same old patterns over and over again, trying to derive some pleasure from them. I fear that If I can't enjoy what I loved the most, what defined me in the past, then I could never enjoy again.
Linkadge
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