Posted by AMD on March 1, 2005, at 16:09:21
In reply to Re: Help! Various questions..., posted by Optimist on March 1, 2005, at 8:21:59
Day 3: still feeling depressed, jittery (perhaps a bit from the 40 mg of Geodon I took last night?) and having a hard time concentrating. Seems to be fluctuating up and down ... one second I feel ok, the next depressed. My brain is all over the place. Maybe I'm having a mixed episode.
Now I'm worried that I may have dehydrated myself to the point of brain damage that night, or that I did something by taking the drug. Or perhaps I'm being paranoid. But I definitely feel like I'm going nuts. ... Is this possible? Can one time abuse of cocaine cause permanent neurological sequelae?
The jitters, etc., are making me nervous -- I don't want to be like this forever! I don't feel like I'd even be able to relax with a book... I can sleep for hours and wake up feeling horrible and more depressed. Help!
Perhaps I need a new drug -- the ones I'm not were working, but I'm still getting into trouble. And now I'm going to start freaking out about my cognition again, feeling as if I can't learn, can't articulate myself, can't spell. Is this the alcohol too, perhaps?
How long until this stuff is out of my system!?
amd
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