Posted by mmcconathy on March 6, 2005, at 13:39:41
My doctor but me back on adderall 40mg again, it helped, i was on trazadone, klonopin .5mg (4 X daily).
I held the bottle of Nembutal which was old, and stared, i wanted to but i kept pulling back, i realized what i am actally about to do. I put it back nice where i should be. But i still feel horrible.
Adderall doesnt seem to boost as it used to, and i have a very good hunch dopamine receptors where damaged, im not going to raise the dose no longer becusae it will do no good, by nuerons will level out with the dose and it will lose its effect.
What do i do? my receptors turned off? are they destroyed? are they broken? i feel bad that i did this, god i get my self in so much sh*t.
Even now, i took i've taken it and still i feel "dysphoria", what happned, what did i do? Do i have any dopamine left? i took d/l phenyalaline which supplies dopamine but it made me lightheaded and IRRTIBLE!
Please tell me what i should do
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