Posted by linkadge on April 25, 2005, at 20:03:09
Clomipramine has been making me feel exceedinly weird.
I just cannot stand that feeling of "being somebody else". I cannot even explain it properly. I feel like a fool. Like a complete and utter fool. It makes me feel like somebody else had entered my body, and is taken over, like I'm possessed and that the "Real ME" is only allowed to surface for about 5 minautes at the end of the day.
I feel like I'm on a different planet. I don't recognize who I am or what I am. IT IS LIKE A NIGHTMARE That I NEVER WAKE UP FROM.
I lie down after I take it, I feel this terrabe panic, then BOOM!!!, my whole body suddenly convulses into a fetal position. I strech myself out again for a few minautes, then again the panic rises, then BOOM!! my whole body convulses.
I don't even know where to pick up the pieces.
Linkadge
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