Posted by rjlockhart98 on May 3, 2005, at 18:56:37
Ok, i take 3 mg of Ativan (lorazepam).
I have never had the biggest reaction to it before, i was having a manic panic attack at some Restaraunt called Crackel Barrel.
It got intense, i had to go to the bathroom i was soo hot, when i looked, my vains bULGED out and eyes where as SUPERred. i pased this small little room getting very uncomfortable with this old custodian working on the crappy toilets, every sound took me off the wall. I went and sat in a stall acting like i was constipated or something since i was in there so long, but i couldnt help, i kept standing up ducking, plus no air conditioning, i had it, i was out of there, worsened from the toilet fumes.
I took 2mg of Lorazepam, that didnt do ANYTHING.
I got down laid down in my bed, and started jerking bad, getting up feeling the intense adrenaline in my abs, i cannot say how miserable this was. I couldnt take i took 2mg more Lorazepam, it didnt help i had a migrane and the adrenaline sucked that lorazpeam like a hoover vacuum.
I almost called ER at this point, i couldnt stop laughing and rolling on the floor then jumping up screaming.
I cleaned the sink faster than dexedrine.
I couldnt take it, i took 6MG OF LORAZPEM MAKING THAT 10MG!
this was just a minor relief, i slowed down but it took approximatly 1:42 hours and mins to degenerate the massive amount of what ever nuerotransmitter that had done.
I still felt it, but it was suppressed, it could comeback after it breaks down the lorazepam.
what the hell is wrong with me.
I am going in to my doctor again, and well explain this again, i hope i dont go off in the office, becuase when it happens i look like im high methamphetamine dose.
Tell me
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