Posted by linkadge on June 10, 2005, at 16:12:59
In reply to Re: Going back to doctor in two weeks, posted by Maxime on June 10, 2005, at 11:52:10
My original diagnosis was depression, but it has spiraled into many other things in responce to some of the crazy way the drugs have affected me.
Some say I am bipolar but I don't really beleive that since I was stable as a rock on SSRI's, and now mainly just extremely angry off of them. Plus I don't really fit any of the other symptoms ie I am shy 24/7 and save like scrooge.A few things have worked in the past, but we have already revisited them time and time again with no sucess.
I am just angry and bitter and want to die 24/7 now. The depakote helped the anger a little but made me much more suicidal.
I am really suicidal because quite frankly I am at the mercy of these doctors, being assertive or agressive with your treatment lands you a prescription of tegretol and more zyprexa. The doctors around here want to run the show.
I still havn't found a doctor that is ready to say, "lets quit fooling around here and get to the point"
I am living 2 hours from this doctor, and have to co-ordinate the visits with my father for transportation. I never knew that trying to get help for "learned helplessness" would induce so much "learned helplessness"
Linkadge
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