Posted by rjlockhart98 on June 18, 2005, at 22:34:51
Hello people,
I have got a job at Blockbuster, i work 4 days a week, full time. I knew i would do something, now my next mission:
Get out of this house, get to collage
Im very sorry i didnt post back to my last post, i was really in a crisis about what was going to happen.
I currently am still on these meds:
Lorazepam 6 mg (2 mg X 3) daily - i sometimes i have to take 4mg during a panic that IS deadly (2 MG X 2)
Restoril 30mg - nightly. this does help good at sometimes shutting off, but i have trouble waking up at 4 AM or 3:30 and not being able to get to sleep. It Lasts for about 3 hours approx.
Lorazepam - i have said many times in other posts is not really 'effective' for panic, its better for plain anxiety, not exactly sleep either. Its hard to explain, when i took clonazepam 1mg it sort of had a 'relief' feeling during a panic attack, i took 2mg when it didnt ease it off . Lorazepam doesnt not take away fear or the "numb" feeling, it slowly eases anxiety, but there's still other symptoms, like feeling of 'going insane'.
I want to talk to my doctor if neuroleptic meds, becuase i dont know, its really miserable if you know or feel as if your 'deteriating' and fear to come of insanity.
I am going to ask to switch to Klonopin again, i dont know what dose i will be on. Klonopin did help but not to a degree, i was 3mg daily. I dont what else really.
I have had nightmares that i am still in it, i wake up with IMMENSE PANIC that, ill take Ativan 4mg if it dosnt stop. My doctor told me that this is symtoms of night terror, which is a mostly in children.
THis post is too long, i need to let up. But please just some respose to this........ well thanks.
Matt
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thread:515268
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