Posted by rjlockhart98 on July 11, 2005, at 10:37:15
In reply to Blocked thoughts, posted by FredPotter on July 11, 2005, at 0:05:56
You know, i didnt know what was wrong with me, It started when i was 16 i would be standing with bunch of people and all of a sudden have this "warp" for a half second and forget and a bit disoriented about what was going on. I belive it is an quick overload of electricity or something.
I experienced mild dissoication around october 2004- Janunary of 2005 when it finally let off. My therpist told me what these feelings of detachment where. I KNEW I WAS INSANE! then it let off, i got back to normal. It is funny sometime periods you think you will never get out of. Right now im in a deep one, but i think i am coming out of it.
I pray everynight my thoughts will return back to normal, i did last night. I had terrible nightmares lastnight, VIVID! increadibly creative..... i was at a "suchi bar" but it was very very upclass, the enviorment was black marble, dim lights, and big buisness executives getting drunk, it was on some skyscraper. Then it would pass, and something else would come. I will go so deep in these dreams, when i wake up its like WARP! im in my room, not in the middle of some HUGE city! This really gets to me at times.
Right now im feeling........ ok. My thougths are "stable" maybe the prayer did work. I am praying everynight now, and watching the 700 club for healing.
Sorry for the babble.....
Matt
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