Posted by Deneb on July 24, 2005, at 0:20:58
In reply to Re: I'm afraid of losing control of emotions, posted by Phillipa on July 23, 2005, at 23:43:05
> Deneb, Alchohol will only make thing worse.
That's what I figured. I know that benzos can make BPD worst because of disinhibition causing more impulsivity. I know alcohol causes disinhibition as well.
> What meds are you on now
I've only ever been on SSRIs. Right now Celexa 50mg. I had reduced it to 40mg, but I seemed only to get more unstable. I don't think it had any connection to reducing the Celexa, but I figured I'll just experiment with going back to 50mg since the Celexa doesn't seem to harm me in any way. Who knows, maybe the placebo effect of doing this will help me somewhat.
>and when are you going to the doctor. Can you call?
Right now I don't have any appointments with anyone. My family doctor (the one I dislike and who saw me for an agonizing 1 whole hour each time) even called me back after I ditched her. I guess she was worried about me cancelling everything...but I really cannot stand that person! I'm guessing the p-doc I saw at the university health centre is back from maternity leave, but I didn't do as she said to do and book 4 appts. for when she comes back. I know she is always booked solid unless you make the appts way ahead of time. I'm thinking of just not seeing her again. I don't want to bother her.
>What makes you think you will lose your mind? Fondly, Phillipa
From what I wrote previously in the post above this one.
Deneb
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