Posted by 4WD on July 30, 2005, at 17:27:14
In reply to Re: Going to doctor tomorrow, posted by linkadge on July 29, 2005, at 23:05:08
> I've never been more scared in my life. I just keep begging to god, what have I done wrong ?
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> I am afraid I am going to kill myself.
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> Linkadge
Linkadge,You haven't done anything wrong. It is not your fault. You are not being punished by God. Tortured, and in agony, I understand. But it is not your fault.
Please go take a Klonopin. If nothing else, it will get you through a few hours of less pain. And maybe by then, you will not feel so desperate. Did you try the Ritalin? Is that what is causing this? Or is it just the general hopelessness with your pdoc?
Please keep posting. Please let us know you are okay. I've been where you are and I survived and I feel better now. Please, remember, it can get better. It has gotten better for you in the past, remember? It will this time too.
Love,
Marsha
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