Posted by steve Quinn on August 6, 2005, at 22:41:52
I DONT KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN THE DOCTORS DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM GETTING SO DOWN....IM PRESCRIBED DAILY....AMISULPRIDE 400MG,VALIUM 50MG,CODINE PHOSPHATE 120MG,DEXAMFETAMINE(DEXEDRINE) 150MG,EFFEXOR 150MG,ROBOXITIN 40MG.PLUS NEW STUFF THEY TRY NOW/AGAIN.FROM THE MINUTE I GET UP TO THE SECOND I GO TO BED IM POPPING PILLS.MY PSYCIATRIST IS USELESS,SEE HER ONCE EVERY 8 WEEKS IF LUCKY.THINK THEY ARE GODS IF GIVING YOU CONTROLLED DRUGS,ALWAYS THREATENING TO TAKE EM OFF YOU....GOD IM PISSED.I GET SO DEPRESSED SOMETIMES I CANT COPE,I JUST LYE ON THE SOFA,NOT LIVING.I HAVE NOBODY TO HELP ME EXCEPT MY MOTHER WHO NOW AFTER 10 YEARS HAS DECIDED TO GIVE TOUGH LOVE.....TOUGH LOVE EXCAUSE TO GET OUT.I TRIED TO COME OFF EFFEXOR TWICE IM ON XL.I TOOK A FEW BEADS OUT THE CAPSUAL OVER 6/7 WEEKS UNTIL I WAS AT 10MG,AND I SUCK THE THE LOWEST OF THE LOW I WANTED TO DIE,THEY RUSHED ME TO HOSPITAL TO FILL ME WITH EFFEXOR AGAIN.THAT STUFF IS WORSE THAN ANY CONTROLLED DRUG SHOULD BE CLASS A.VALIUM AND CODINE PHOS SEND ME INTO ANOTHER WORLD IF I WANT BUT AM ASLEEP USUALLY BEFORE THEY TAKE AFFECT.DEXEDRINE IVE BEEN ON 10 YEARS AND NEED IT TO LIVE,I WAS ON 35 A DAY FOR 3 YEARS.HUUU.CONTROLLED MY *SS.I LIVE IN MY OWN WORLD,NO FRIENDS,UP THEN DOWN,DIZZY SPELLS,PASSING OUT,BEING SICK,BAD STOMACH,IVE EVEN TURNED TO THE STREETS AND ALCOHOL NOW.ILL NEVER GET OUT THIS CYCLE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO....ANY IDEAS STEVE A PILL A MINUTE.
poster:steve Quinn
thread:538533
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