Posted by rjlockhart98 on August 9, 2005, at 17:07:50
Lately the nerve has been something else.
I wake up in the mornings and have panic attacks, it is getting really bad.
I am scared that I have an altered center in my brain, dopamine flow, i dont know but i feel diffrent than i was 2-3 years ago. I didnt feel like this, phobic. I want a scan so bad! i want to get down on my knees and beg my doctor for anyscan.
Stimulants seem to have postive effect. I have taken my left over adderall, and felt "in control
" well a sense that the problem was gone. Did the stimulants cause the problem in itself? I dont know.Sedatives such as Benzodiazepines, i have been on Ativan 6mg previously, currenly Klonopin 5mg daily. They seem to just suppress this feeling. But sometimes i still feel this "altered feeling".
I wish i wasnt alone with this. Its hard to explain and for people to respond what they dont understand. I dont even understand.
Please who ever you are, tell me what you think.
Matt
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