Posted by poisoned femme on August 23, 2005, at 18:29:14
In reply to Accutane Ruined my life » poisoned femme, posted by adamCanada on August 23, 2005, at 12:14:24
Adam
Yes mine was Accutane as well...and i took it for stupid petty reasons because a medical person pushed it on me and i had a few enlarged pores thats it. It has ruined my life on every level i am not that same. I am so sorry to read what it has done to you and people cant understand until they live through it..its not normal depression...its not just some side effects that go away after a short time. They are with you for life and your body degenerates and so does your mind. Its like you shrivel up from the inside out. You NEVER feel normal and you NEVER feel healthy and you NEVER know what is going to happen next. To those murderers at ROCHE...you have KARMA coming to you for allowing this and poisoning young people for filthy money..i pray you evil people will pay one day and maybe i wont be around but if there is any karmic justice for the hundreds of thousands of people you have made ill with your toxic chemical then you should be accountable.
They have enough resources and money to fix this or at least help it but they wont. Evil evil evil..and the young people whose lives were ahead of them sit depressed and feeling old for what...a drug that didnt work properly anyway..
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> Same thing happened to me! From Accutane.
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> Except for me my skin became more yellow. My eye sight became dark, colors are pale, night vision decreased. Burning head pains. And severe depression mind torture. My life will never be the same.
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> this was maybe 3 or 4 years ago. I have been on 15 or so different medications. Most anti depressants dont help and most MADE IT WORSE. Because this isnt typical depression mental illness that ppl get... this is caused by vitamin overdose damage. Our brains are severely messed up and damaged.
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> Paxil has been one of the few to help. But it only lets me stay in a livable state. I dont feel the severe mental pains that would torture me every minute. Instead I get some head burning which isn't nearly as bad.
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> some meds i have tried are...
> prozac, paxil, celexa, zoloft, zyprexa, reboxetine, adrafinil, vivarint, lithium, wellbutrin (i think), ativan, dexedrine, buspar, and others that I cannot recall.
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> Vivarint was one of the few meds to work for me. But thanks to the worthless corporations here in America they got it taken off the market for what was probably comptetition reasons. The best meds are always taken off the market here. The best european meds that is. SO I CANT GET IT ANYMORE.
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> I am at a state where if i stop taking paxil I will be unable to function and will want to die. So the only meds i can try are the ones that dont require me stopping paxil.
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